This, I promise, is how you will react when you meet Michael Jackson:
youll stare, youll start, youll step up and youll
freeze. Everyone does the same thing fans, celebrities, journalists,
children, parents, shoppers, waitresses, prime ministers, prime ministers
bodyguards ...
First you look. Michael has the most arresting appearance of any man I
ever saw. It isnt only the face, and the clothes. Its the
aura. But before you have taken that in, youll start to move towards
him. Instinctively.
You take a step or two, and freeze. Its like being hit by a wave
of awareness, first of all pushing you forwards and then stopping you
cold in the backwash. Oh my God its Michael Jackson
and then Oh! My God. Its Michael Jackson ...
Ive been in the massive lobby of an international five-star hotel
when Michael walked in, and Ive seen the wave sweep over 70 people
not only the super-rich and the professionally cool, but the porters
and receptionists and bell-boys.The people nearest him moved, and then
froze. Further away, people turned, and moved, and froze, while some of
those nearest began to move again. It was like a century-old fragment
of celluloid, the lobby suddenly silent and the air flickering, crackling,
as people moved in jerks and lurches.
Michael simply smiled and pressed his hands together in greeting.
Last month we drove out of his Knightsbridge hotel in a people-mover with
midnight-tinted windows, and there were 2,000 people crowded across the
pavement. Around 60 of the younger ones broke from the press and sprinted
alongside us. I was concerned that someone could slip and fall under a
wheel, but they were all so exuberantly happy. They were shouting out,
Michael, we love you!
Michael
gestured for the car to slow down, and he edged his door open, leaning
out of the car to touch the hands of his fans.
We love you, Michael!
I love you more, he said. I heard him say it again and again
during the next few days. I love you more.
When Michael walks over to a group of fans who have waited hours for a
glimpse, you see some of them lock solid. They have messages for him,
they want to say how much he has meant to them all through their lives,
how his music has been their soundtrack, but all they can do is stare.
Many bring handmade gifts. Embroidered cushions, framed paintings, poems,
boxes, candles, national flags. He takes every one and holds it to his
chest for a moment. He says, Thank you. I love you, again
and again. He does not refuse any request for an autograph or a photograph.
I walked with him for 200 yards through the pouring rain across an Oxford
road and past barriers after his address to the privileged Union audience
last month, to a huddle of drenched and shivering fans. They had not been
able to get tickets, and they had turned up on a bitter night without
any real hope of being close to Michael for more than a moment, but they
(and not the curiosity-hunters in the Union building) were the real fans.
Michael truly loves his fans. When he tells them, he does not do it in
the superficial way that most pop stars intend when they shout it from
the stage. He means it this way when Michael walked through the
rain that night, he was on crutches, with two broken bones in a foot that
was swaddled in bandages. By the time we got back to the limousine he
was squeezing filthy, icy rainwater out of the bandages onto newspapers
on the floor. I laid my hands on the aching flesh and let energy flow
through me, to activate Michaels own healing powers. He sat back
with a calm expression on his face and his eyes closed, perfectly accepting
of the possibility that healing can begin with positive thinking.
The fans gifts are displayed in Michaels hotel suites. Wherever
hes staying and he moves around a lot, even between places
in the same city his favourite presents are on display. And he
has a lot of favourites. He uses objects almost as pledges, reminders
of affection from people who cant be with him, the way you might
fill your wallet with photos of your children and folded postcards from
old friends. On Michaels walls there are pictures of his own children,
of course, and photos of him with his family and friends, but the reverence
with which the admirers gifts are arranged seems to say that his
fans are his family too.
I saw how sincerely he felt this when two ingenious German über-fans
broke into my home on my wedding day. Michael was to be best man, though
by the time the ceremony was due to start neither he nor the rabbi, Shmuley
Boteach, had turned up. My manager, Shipi, who is also my brother-in-law,
had posted security guards all round the perimeter of the grounds. We
were tolerating half a dozen paparazzi who were pointing lenses like cannon
barrels over the privet hedge which screens the house from the Thames,
and there were a few girls perched in the riverbank trees too, with nothing
to see but the marquee and a helicopter. Once or twice the magician David
Blaine floated outside for interviews I do mean floated, and if
you havent yet seen David Blaine levitate then you have a real shock
in store.
Many guests commented that I seemed nervous, and I was but not
about getting married. Hanna and I had been together 30 years, and I felt
I was probably ready for the commitment. What concerned me was a call
from an Israeli source, warning there might be a terrorist attack on the
wedding. I took the warning very seriously and I engaged all precautions,
Scotland Yard referred me to the local police who in turn sent two policemen
to discuss the day. Some internationally famous people were there, aside
from Michael the Formula One racing champion Nigel Mansell, Sir
David Frost, Dave Stewart of the Eurythmics, the horror writer James Herbert,
Didos producer Youth, not to mention an Israeli consul and the Japanese
Ambassador... any terrorist wanting to make a name for himself need only
open fire on the canvas walls of the marquee with an automatic weapon.
My helicopter pilot was under orders to fly anyone wounded by gunfire
to the nearby Royal Berkshire hospital. A medical doctor was on standby,
unseen by the guests inside the main house, and Michaels own doctor
would accompany him.
Most of the fans, with no thoughts of terrorists, were outside the main
gates. A steady stream of guests drove up and announced their names to
the guards. The Germans, a boy and a girl, were clever and brazen
they hung around to hear a couple announce themselves, walked away for
20 minutes, then came back and presented themselves under the same names.
Shipi saw them walking down our long driveway: Whos that?
he demanded nervously, but by then the Germans were inside, and we didnt
want a scene. Not in front of the paparazzi. Not on my wedding day. If
these guys were willing to behave themselves ... and they were, but they
pleaded to be allowed close enough to say hi to Michael when the ceremony
had been concluded.
Michael did more than say hi. He beckoned them to him, embraced each
of them gently, accepted their gifts graciously and posed for their cameras.
He told them he truly valued their friendship, thanked them for taking
such risks to bring him presents, and smiled a blessing upon each of them.
Now, you may be cynical about Michael Jackson. You may be influenced
by the highly inventive controversies which have dogged his career. You
may be prejudiced by his appearance though youd better ask
yourself why you feel free to comment on his colour and his looks when
you profess that you never judge anyone by their skin or their face. You
may feel that Im painting him as some kind of saint, when some supermarket
tabloids are eager for you to believe the opposite.
I wont bother to argue with you. Michael has maintained the dignity
throughout his career to ignore the mudslingers. I know what it is to
be falsely accused and reviled, to be laughed at by people who dont
have the first idea of what theyre saying but I thank God
that the mud aimed at me over the decades has been nothing like the rancid
filth hurled at Michael. I have nothing but contempt for some of the people
who made such claims, nothing but pity for the people credulous enough
to believe them.
I will say is this: how many other people, now or at any time in history,
have possessed the charismatic power to change lives with a smile? To
offer a blessing and make a person feel deeply, fully blessed?
And how many of those people kept their gift uncorrupted and used it
with generosity? There are a few names in your mind perhaps, but I wont
make the comparison with Michael. I will leave you to do that for yourself.
Let it be a test of how open-minded you can be.
Most people who achieve great fame taste this power, this unexpected
gift from God to bestow inspiration on people. Michael has it to an exceptional
degree, and this is partly because it has been his to wield for so long.
Most sports stars and rock gods lose it after a year or two, as their
fame fades. Or they push it away from them without understanding it. Or
they foolishly imagine it will protect them from the ravages of their
drinking and drug habits. Michael treats the gift with awe, as if it were
a healing power ... which it is. A smile from Michael can heal the spirit.
He has an angelic talent for choosing words which will touch the heart.
I treasure the inscription on a photograph he gave to me, because he wrote
without holding back: To Uri, you are truly a Godsend. The world
needs you I need you. Michael
When I perform, particularly when I have to bend spoons again and again,
I feel drained afterwards. Its not the tiredness that comes from
hard labour or long study or too much partying its an ennervation,
as if Ive been sweating raw energy and all my nerve endings are
swollen and raw. I often sleep in the back of the car. When he is exhausted,
Michael meditates. After the wedding was over and the celebrity photos
were all done, he asked me for a room in my home where he could be alone
for 20 minutes. Michael is not a frail man, despite what you may have
read he is tall, lithe and his hands are large and strong, like
a tennis players. But at this moment he looked like the finalist
after five sets on Wimbledons centre court. He needed peace of mind.
I showed him into our family room, with its tables of crystal globes
and pyramids and its lifesize wooden effigy of Elvis in his rhinestone
phase, and left him to meditate. Maybe the spirit of Elvis came to him
the Pop Prince was once the Kings son-in-law, after all.
When he emerged, he seemed still tired, but more centred.
Michaels family was famously religious they were Jehovahs
Witnesses and Michael occasionally disguised himself to join his fellow
believers as they went from house to house, inviting people to think about
God. As a grown man, he has moved beyond denominations of faith
his concern is not with religion but with spirituality. This gives him
strength, but I think it is the joy he takes in life which keeps renewing
his vitality that, and a second factor which I shall describe in
a moment.
He has a lot of fun, childish fun. Not just child-like, but downright
fun. He giggles a lot. He has a great sense of mischief. Michael first
became aware of me through reading his school textbooks when he was a
teenager. We were introduced by Mohamed Al Fayed, a man whose grasp of
English is often variable but whose fluency in swearing is unmatched in
any language. Even Hungarians dont swear as enthusiastically as
Mo. I think he is spurred on by the presence of people who might be easily
offended, like little old ladies or royalty. Or pop royalty when
Mo starts cursing in front of Michael, the tirade is punctuated by delighted
giggles and, Oh, Mohamed! Ohhhh, Mohamed!
He loves gadgets. Show him a watch thats calibrated via a satellite
link to the atomic clock, or a digital writing pad with a built-in camera,
or a mobile phone with a scanner, and hes like a boy Thats
cool, I love it, can I have it? I mean, just play with it? He surrounds
himself with boyish paraphernalia pictures of dolphins and sunsets,
huge teddies and model cars. Hes not into sport much, though hes
very fit, like any professional dancer, and he supports newly-promoted
Fulham in the casual way that a lot of teenagers say they support
Manchester United, not really understanding the rules or remembering the
results, but happy to relate to the team that always wins. Plus, of course,
Fulham are owned by a friend of his Mo took him to a game and they
sat there in Fulham scarves and caps. Michael has infinite respect towards
Princess Diana who tragically died with Mos son Dodi whom Michael
adored; they were working on a movie together.
Michaels hotel rooms are always decorated with movie posters and
eight-foot cardboard cut-outs, Anakin Skywalker peeping out from the folds
of Darth Mauls cape, E.T. bicycling over the full moon. The first
time I visited him in New York we hired Sonys cinema and took in
The Matrix, because theres a sequence inspired by me where children
teach Keanu Reeves to bend spoons with the power of the mind.
Michael brought popcorn and candy, and his little boy Prince rocketed
around between the seats, stopping every few moments to fix me with his
luminously intelligent eyes and ask a question. After about half the movie,
Michael slipped out of his seat. I didnt say anything and I thought
that maybe this was his way of avoiding a goodbye moment.
But after four or five minutes I twisted round and saw him, silhouetted
under the projectionists beam. Dancing. Moonwalking to the soundtrack,
spaced out in a complex routine of twists and jerks. Anyone could have
seen that it was Michael Jackson. No one else on Earth moves that way.
He took me to his studio, the Hit Factory it isnt his own,
he merely hires it, but when Michael walks into the recording area it
becomes his. He dominates the studio, a different kind of domination to
the way he overwhelms a crowd. This is business, and this is the second
factor which restores his youth. Michael is utterly committed to his music.
He works passionately at it, with a dedication that surprised me when
I first saw it. I had deliberately ditched all my preconceptions about
this man, because Id known about his music and his life since I
was a young paratrooper and later a paranormalist doing shows for Israeli
troops, three decades ago. All that second-hand clutter wasnt going
to help me understand the real human being. But in our few meetings and
a series of increasingly deep telephone conversations, I had not divined
an artist who could be so forceful, so powerful, in the studio.
His attitude shines out of him like an aura. Writing, performing, mixing,
arranging he is in command. Always a confident person who will
say what he means even though he says it quietly, in the studio his confidence
reaches an entirely different level. He is dominant. And nothing pleases
him more than honest praise from another musician. Michaels face
was radiant when I told him that Justin Hayward, guru of the Moody Blues,
had called me from his home in France especially to tell me to pass a
message to Michael: you have never made a record that was less than excellent,
he said, and this is almost unique among artists of your longevity. I
think he took pride because he knew it to be true. There is not one poor
disc. Perhaps not even one poor track. Simply a catalogue of stone classics.
I am proud of myself that Michael liked my own paintings enough to commission
a piece of art for the sleeve of his forthcoming CD. And I was totally
flattered when he asked me to energize the tapes which were in the studios
safe.
It wasn't the first time I have worked in this way with super performers.
I visited the Spice Girls in a studio in London around five years ago,
they
were planning to go to America and I bent a spoon for them and told them
to
take it with them to the US to bring them positive energy.
It was a similar experience with N'Sync, they were playing small shows
in Germany and here (the UK) and wanted to break in America I went to
see them, talked to them motivated the group bent a spoon for them and
said keep this with you as a talisman as a tool for your mind when you
go back to America. By the way, the idea to use the * in the N*sync logo
came from me, I advised the guys to put a star on their records to ensure
big success, looks like it worked!
Both bands have been catapulted to success.
John Lennon and I become close in the seventies, I lived a block away
from
him in New York and we would meet up about once a month in secret to talk
about UFO's.
When John wanted Yoko to come back to him he asked for my help.
I had a meeting with Elvis too, he requested that we meet about 20 miles
outside Las Vegas, he wanted the meeting to be private and told me where
to meet him in the desert in a trailer - he was amazing.
I introduced Michael to my friend Rabbi Shmuley Boteach, who was writing
a book of letters, The Psychic And The Rabbi, with me, and together we
took Michael to the Carlebach Shul in New York for his first visit to
a synagogue. We chose this setting because Rabbi Carlebach was famous
for his music and his singing. Jewish worship is filled with song, and
Michaels face was a picture as he swayed and clapped with the music.
I saw the same expression in his eyes when I glanced down at him under
the chupa, the traditional Jewish wedding canopy, as our guests lifted
Hanna and me onto their shoulders.
It was during the synagogue service that I began to understand how Michaels
gift for bestowing blessings might be most generously spread. Shmuley
had the same idea and, as he was moving to New York from Oxford, England,
with his wife and six children (its seven now), the rabbi was able
to put his particular gift for practical energy to good use together,
they founded the charity Heal The Kids.
My concept was more abstract. Tormented by the disintegration of the
peace process in the Holy Land, I wanted to hold up the almost supernatural
aura which emanates from Michael when he is giving hope and happiness
to his fans, and shine that like a beacon over Israel. I had no idea how
this could possibly be done I just could not fathom a world where
soldiers shot at children who threw stones at cars, and snipers who took
aim at babies, while millions of people of all races, creed and colour
on other continents loved a man who reflected their affection back so
dazzlingly. That contradiction just floors me. Everyone in Israel has
heard of Michael his concert a few years ago was a massive sell-out.
Everyone would have recognised, at a single glance, his dancing image
at the back of that cinema. So whats to prevent his gift of peace
from working in Israel?
I remembered a stone I had picked up in the Sinai desert, close to the
monastery of St Katerina, when my father and I drove out there one day
after the Six Day War. I was recovering from my wounds that I suffered
in Ramallah and I believe my dad was proud of me at that time as he never
was before or since my father was a professional soldier. We tried
to imagine the place where God had spoken to Moses from the centre of
a blazing bush. When I sensed I had found the place and I can still
feel
Moses foot may have trodden on this triangular piece of rock. We
prised it out of the ground and brushed the sand off it, and carried it
to the jeep. We drove back to Jerusalem, and close to the Western Wall
I placed the stone on the ground. Whenever I returned to the city I went
to look at it.
But after the Carlebach Shul, I went back to do more than look. Shipi
persuaded a guard to look the other way while I prised the slab out of
the earth for a second time and loaded it into a suitcase. I wont
tell you all the difficulties I had getting that suitcase through El Als
security cordon and past US customs, but at one stage I seriously feared
the stone would be smashed to shards. Finally, I put it beside me in a
yellow cab and called Michael to tell him I was bringing a present. I
called it the Stone of Peace.
More than a year later, as Shmuley and I posed for photographs with Michael
and the Prime Minister of Israel, Ariel Sharon, I realised how we might
make the Stone of Peace the cornerstone for our own peace mission. The
meeting with Arik was utterly unexpected I was staying in New York
with a Swiss friend at his Manhattan apartment, and the place was suddenly
crawling with security ... the kind of security that only Middle Eastern
leaders can generate. My friend joked with a bodyguard, Who do we
have upstairs? Arafat and Sharon? Just Sharon, came
the answer.
Too good a chance to miss. Too good a synchronicity. I believe these
strange coincidences are planned for us, perhaps millions of years in
advance, by an intelligence we cannot begin to comprehend. And I saw Michaels
magic working again. Even the bodyguards moved in stop-start motion. Even
the prime minister looked up and reached forward and froze and moved again.
I saw the thought written on his face: Michael Jackson! Thats
Michael Jackson!
I knew then that Michaels blessing could work on the warring factions
of the Holy Land. We are planning a visit, for June or July of this year,
to meet the Israeli president and the Kings of Jordan and Morocco. I have
hopes that Arafat too and the leaders of Hizbollah might be willing to
sit down with us. We wont expect anyone to negotiate we are
not negotiators or politicians, nor miracle workers. All we can do is
hope that music and rhythm and the power of pop can indeed work a miracle
where politics and religious schism fail tragically every day. It is not
only we who need this mirage of peace to become real, after all
it is our children, and their unborn children, and all the songs that
they will sing.
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